Going to be super emo tonight...
Everyone is going out and I have to stay at home.
My job is to take care of my 2 grandma while everyone is having fun.
I can't follow my bro to club and that suck.
I don't even have anything to do.
No astro to watch.
No friends to chat with.
Even if I do have friends to chat with, I won't know what to chat about.
I ain't good at socialising like some of you guys out there.
Even if I'm good, no one chats with me.
There is this something about me that makes people don't really favour me.
I don't know what, but it's just something.
I know that my blog seems down today.
But this has always been me.
I've been hiding it, afraid to tell, afraid of what people might think.
BUT
FUCK IT
I don't want to care no more.
I need confidence and I ain't letting any ass hole spoil it.
I realised I've been using the word fuck quite alot.
Influence by so many people.
Got to get going and got to move on. Want to start emo-ing now.. But FUCKING SHYT I can never emo for a long period of time. I can never be pissed off at anyone for so long. Maybe thats the good part of me. =p
Take care
XOXO